just call me puddles

So we had the public information booth today at the senior center. it went well, really, really well. Then i got rid of the area PO Box key so one less item to worry about. My sisters husband watched the girls this morning so I could do my service work and when i got back the bean was in a pair of big red shorts, big!!
I said where are her pants, he said she just peed over and over again in her pants. so I told him to just call her puddles!!

So i need to watch a couple of parenting videos and we need to get some shopping done for some supplies for the daycare and i think we are set. oh my gosh i think i am going to be licensed!!

i am having hunger cravings like crazy!! i was finishing up lunch and the bean left a chicken nugget uneaten and as i was cleaning off the table i stuck it in my mouth!! after realizing what i did i spit it out!! and with all the craziness this week i haven't been to the gym but i spent several hours outside yesterday getting the debris removed from my yard.

i feel like i'm slipping back into old habits and not wanting to try because the results aren't fast enough. you know for an addict, i want what i want when i want it. that is a recipe for disaster. i felt i needed to blog about it to get it out in the open, i don't want to quit the weight watchers. it feels like i am going to relapse on food!! i am hungry and i just ate. i am stuffing and i don't want to talk about it, area is this weekend and i am always anxious about it.

i have been involved with activities for so long and i feel the need to be more involved with public information, at the regional level however those two subcommittees meet at the same time, so i have some praying to do.

when i get caught up in resentments or something is eating my lunch, i find that for me the solution is talking about service work, then it keeps my head from spinning out of control.

now haley has a huge red mark on her thigh!! last sunday the bean had one from the hep-a shot, haley went back to the doctor for the rest of her 4 year vaccines and they did them in the same leg!! now she is having an allergic reaction. i took pictures of it just now and we are heading back to the doctors office...

to be continued....