getting ready for a rehearsal tonight, we are going over the panel presentation for the probation officers. there will be 60 in attendance, that it friggen a lot of people. i am overwhelmed and not able to tolerate my little ones. i am frustrated with myself and i need a meeting. maybe i will stay for the meeting after the class tonight.
we got our fence like trellis up for the beans!! the garden looks amazing.
my oldest is totally dramatic when it comes to moving and she is acting like such a victim. it astounds me how much like her mother she is. while she wants to stay here in wichita with a girlfriends family, i was actually open to the suggestion, my darling husband was not. his position was if it was that important for her to remain at this school then we not move. shit, why does he always have to be the rational one? it is like he is so opposite me.
i see my therapist next week, luckily i didn't say my feelings when we tried to 'talk' with my oldest, cause boy did i want to lay into her!!
i guess i will go weed some in the garden now. hope to post some more pictures soon.