not sure how to proceed

i have stopped blogging for several months now. my main reason is my younger sister is stalking my blog to post negative things about me on the internet. she has stopped since i stopped blogging, and i don't go looking for her. i know i shouldn't let myself be bullied off this blog sight but there is so much going on and this journal has been so personal that i just didn't want her reading anything about me. 


however i am still getting people commenting and following me and it is a truly humble thing. you guys have meant so much to me over the past couple of years and i ran away. but then again that is an addicts m.o. our motto is F.E.A.R. (fudge everything and run) in recovery though we are taught  new acronym for F.E.A.R. and that is Face Everything And Recover. 


life has changed so much for me in these last 6 years, I have a beautiful family, a magnificent home, a wonderful partner and a feeling of overwhelming peace i never thought was possible. there is still more though, more to come and more to face. today i am full of hope, it is my favorite time of the year, the season started off with a bang, literally. Wes got a pellet rifle for his birthday.


My trees are up and my halls are decked, hit the black friday thing, no walmart, yay. kids are growing fabulously. we just got a new front load washer and dryer, they rock!! samsung. our new 50 inch television for the downstairs family room will be arriving on thursday. black friday shopping is a blast i tell ya! i guess what i am trying to say here is i will be making a conscious effort to post at least 3x's a week. will try to load some pictures of my little patch of heaven soon. and thank you so much for not giving up on me.


hope you all have a marvelous day, i will try to catch up on blog posts this afternoon...


me

today's thought:"Courage is the power to let go of the familiar."--Raymond Lindquist

it's been a while, just some giggles

these are too funny not to pass along; notes from the edge of the world....

Dear Noah,

We could have sworn you said the Arc wasn't leaving until 5.

Sincerely,

the Unicorns

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Dear Twilight Fans,

Please realize that because vampires are dead they have no blood pumping through them, they can never get an erection. Enjoy fantasizing about that.

Sincerely,

Logic

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Dear Icebergs,

Sorry to hear about global warming. Karma's a bitch.

Sincerely,

The Titanic

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Dear America ,

You produced Miley Cyrus. Bieber is your punishment.

Sincerely,

Canada 

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Dear Yahoo,

I've never heard anyone say, "I don't know, let's Yahoo! it..." just saying...

Sincerely,

Google 

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Dear 2010,

So I hear the best rapper is white and the president is black? WTF happened?!

Sincerely,

1985 

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Dear girls who have been dumped,

There are plenty of fish in the sea... Just kidding! They're all dead.

Sincerely,

BP 

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Dear Saturn,

I liked it, so I put a ring around it.

Sincerely,

God 

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Dear jf;ldsfa/kvsmmklnn,

Please lknvfdmv.xvn.

Sincerely,

Stevie Wonder 

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Dear Skin-Colored Band Aids,

Please make one for every skin color.

Sincerely,

Black people 

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Dear Scissors,

I feel your pain.....no one wants to run with me either.

Sincerely,

Sarah Palin 

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Dear Osama Bin Laden,

Marco....

Sincerely,

United States 

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Dear World of Warcraft,

Thank you for ensuring my son's virginity.

Sincerely,

Parents Everywhere 

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Dear Batman,

What was your power again?

Sincerely,

Superman 

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Dear Customers,

Yes, we ARE making fun of you in Vietnamese.

Sincerely,

Nail Salon Ladies 

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Dear Ugly People,

You're welcome.

Sincerely,

Alcohol 

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Dear World,

Please stop freaking out about 2012. Our calendars end there because some Spanish d-bags invaded our country and we got a little busy ok?

Sincerely,

The Mayans 

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Dear White People,

Don't you just hate immigrants?

Sincerely,

Native Americans 

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Dear iPhone,

Please stop spell checking all of my rude words into nice words. You piece of shut. Sincerely,

Every iPhone User 

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Dear Trash,

At least you get picked up...

Sincerely,

The Girls of Jersey Shore 

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Dear Man,

It's cute, but can you pick up peanuts with it?

Sincerely, 

Elephant

 

Thanks for sticking around everyone, will post more after move to new home on August 5!!

friday post

my body aches from head to toe my fingers are blistered from heat gun my house looks like an abandoned shack 4 days and three helpers sure make a difference. stripping off paint from such an old house causes me pain and hours of doubt that this will never be complete. soon this chore will be finished though and my prize is my dream house waiting for us. inspection is rescheduled and the sellers have been warned.


 i have help all weekend and then on Wednesday and Thursday my sister is coming her husband is such a big help, even my baby brother tried to help out. my honey has been working all week and was worried, we would not get much done. i should say he was worried i would not get much done. been out every morning at 9 in the am, just got in and realized i missed flash fiction Friday again. sorry g!! gonna have to wait until the move is complete. 


i realize there are people who are obsessed with what i write and will twist every single thing i say. yes i am still having issues with family. well i may not be able to stop them from reading my posts, and i am also not going to allow them to run me out of my blog. i have been worried about posting anything with such rage and anger aimed at me. what can i say, being me has created a lot of enemies in my life. and while they may obsess and continue to spew hate at me via the internet, i just don't need to read what they say. i am committing myself to avoid said cyberspaces to save what little sanity i have managed to create in my insane brain.


i am just exhausted. my back is spasming right now, i think i need a heating pad... 


that just leaves me with today's thought; "What worries you, masters you."- Haddon W. Robinson